What The Heck!

2006-08-03T10:14:00.000-07:00

So, officially I'm now in blogspot or now a blogger! Gotta give up my friendster blog for reason that it's causing too much drama to people around me. They seem to digest every word I wrote there and use it against me. People are having an impression as well that I'm overly dramatic with the situations and that I'm too showbiz. Ngork!

Anyways, 'nuff said with my friendster blog 'coz it's time to say bye bye there and welcome me here in my new home. Love the color of this blog. I just hope I can make it more pleasing and put some links and photos and all that sh*ts.

So what the heck happened to me after I left friendster blog? So much that it's either it's irritating or I felt stupid or I'm a happy for a moment.

A lot of people are asking if I'm not happy 'coz it shows in my face nowadays. Well, to be honest, yes I'm not happy anymore. Work was emotionally-tiring and physically-stressful. I'm just counting the days that I'll erupt and finally realize this is not what's supposed to happen. There are a lot of plans that is not working as planned. I felt all alone most of the time. Drama. Drama. Drama.

Watched "Just My Luck" (starring Lindsay Lohan and Chris Pine) with Ritz at SM Bicutan. She even treats me for dinner at North. Shame of me 'coz I can't even afford to treat myself to think that she's 25 and I'm turning 28 already. Shame. Shame. Shame.

Went out with a good friend, Bojo, and reminisced the good times. It sure was a year now since we last met. We were bot very busy with our schedules and I'm glad we finally find time to meet again. Hope we don't need to wait another year to meet again. At least he never forgets.

Today was tiring and I was really sleepy all through out because I went to Navotas with sir Myke to assist him with his transaction for his other business, The K Tuna Grill, and a meeting with Maximedia (that turns out to be more of a gossip talk than business and planning for the Pilipinas Tour) and attends the 1st year anniversary of Sony-BMG's merger at the Hard Rock Cafe which is a showcase of their talents including Lovi, Craeons, Pupil, Calla Lily, Six Cycle Mind, Mano Mano and Cueshe.

Someone keeps on texting me how she wanted to see me today and even offered herself as my PA. She missed me daw and she wanted to be with me. And so, I was there. And it turned out, I was not really part of her itinerary. All of a sudden, she's all over her girlfriend and the rockband guitarist so obviously, I'm no longer needed. Talking about being there for me. Pissed but still manged to enjoy the night. I should really learn to enjoy being alone and I did tonight. I managed to mingle with other friends and colleages. Thanks to Alleli and Karess, we all have pictures with international singing sensation Shayne Ward (who looks like Mark Feehly of Westlife). That's a must!

Okay, I'm finally back. I just hope not too much people will know about this blog as it's really getting on my nerves whenever they make a big fuss of my blogging needs.

pain is part of life / survey

2006-07-29T09:51:00.000-07:00

11 painful things:
1. When you're dumped for somebody else;
2. When you're financially and emotionally used;
3. When you're physically and emotionally abused;
3. People not respecting your whole being and opinions;
4. Finding out that the one you care/love doesn't really feel the same for you;
5. Break-Ups and Fall-Aparts (friendship, lovers, family);
6. When you're in a situation that you felt all alone (and literally alone and noone to turn to);
7. People backfighting and telling nasty rumors about you;
8. When no one trusts you and you're always the last to know;
9. Realizing you don't have any money;
10. Toothache and nasty ingrones (urgh!);
11. No load to text and/or call.

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FRIENDS, survey time!

three names you go by:
1. jesse
2. jeboy
3. jeman (only 3 people managed to realize what it means and its right spelling)

three screen names you have had:
1. jeman1978
2. spiceboy1978
3. chocofrappventi

three physical things you like about yourself:
1. ----
2. ----
3. ----

three physical things you don't like about yourself:
1. hair (I have thin and unmanagable hair! Urgh!)
2. nose
3. everything (actually!)

three parts of your heritage:
1. pinoy
2. pinoy
3. pinoy (sorry, no choice!)

three things that scare you:
1. worms/snakes
2. backstabbers/liars
3. injection/s

three of your everyday essentials:
1. money
2. cellphone
3. internet (walang kwenta computer kung walang internet!)

three of your favorite musical artists as of now:
1. Emma Bunton
2. Itchyworms
3. myself (I sing too, you know)

three of your favorite songs:
1. I Loved You All The Way - Jamie Frickle
2. Broken Vow - Josh Groban
3. Back To Me - Cueshe

three things you want in a relationship:
1. honesty
2. care
3. good sex

three physical things about the opposite sex that appeals to you:
1. eyes
2. nose
3. lips

three of your favorite hobbies:
1. watching movies / dvds
2. collecting SG's, magzines, dvd's, CD's, colored orange stuffs
3. picture taking

three things you want to do really badly now:
1. eat bulalo, tocino, sizzling mushrooms, mushroom burger, mcdo double cheese burger (plain), big mac (plain), medjie's chocolates/ cadbury/toblerone/ sneakers/, drink starbucks choco frapp venti/ mcdo choco milkshakes/ milo freeze/ quickly choco loco super/ pineapple shakes.
2. watch a movie/dvd's
3. have sex

three careers you're considering/you've considered:
1. to become a psychologist
2. entreprenuer
3. porn star

three places you want to go on vacation:
1. london
2. australia
3. cebu

three ways that you are stereotypically a boy:
1. I like big boobs, nice ass and sexy clothes
2. I like to eat... a lot!
3. I masturbate

three ways that you are stereotypically a girl:
1. Emotional and sensitive
2. Collecting SG's
3. Mataray (whatever!)

three celeb crushes:
1. Emma Bunton
2. Heart Evangelista
3. Gia Alvarez (I don't know, I just like this girl since Ang TV days pa!)

three people that i would like to see take this quiz:
1. Melvin
2. Everyone who will read this sh*t
3. Myself... again

Feed Me and I'm Yours!

What The Heck!

pain is part of life / survey